Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
great, great!! ;] matthews new blog
soo, matthew finaly got his blog up and going!! ;]
so excited for that reason, yesterday i had to go to me daddys aprt. and chill with him! ;]
...but he works until 8:00 p.m. soo im there all alone, eating spaghetti, he had it there four me ;]
daddys soo sweet, but than he gets there all tired, me thinkin hes gona be like im gona go to bed, he makes an effort and asked me about school,an the "boys" convo(soo uncomfortable) and than about what i plan to do at college and than spring breakbreak he told me that if i can pay for half he.ll help me out!! ;]
sweet, it cloudy today and warm, kinda werid missin the rain though i want it to rain but idk if that will happen..
anyway i gotta jump in the shower for work in the next hour..
bye! ;]
so excited for that reason, yesterday i had to go to me daddys aprt. and chill with him! ;]
...but he works until 8:00 p.m. soo im there all alone, eating spaghetti, he had it there four me ;]
daddys soo sweet, but than he gets there all tired, me thinkin hes gona be like im gona go to bed, he makes an effort and asked me about school,an the "boys" convo(soo uncomfortable) and than about what i plan to do at college and than spring breakbreak he told me that if i can pay for half he.ll help me out!! ;]
sweet, it cloudy today and warm, kinda werid missin the rain though i want it to rain but idk if that will happen..
anyway i gotta jump in the shower for work in the next hour..
bye! ;]
Monday, March 23, 2009
great, great well kinda!! ;]
so, so, so the weather is probably the greatest it has been in forever!!
it rained last night, and it's been drizzling every now and than!! ;]
and the clouds have completely covered the sky and it's soo not sunny at the moment and I'm loving it..
anyway the day is pretty lovely and that's that!
but now is not the time for my great weather report but rather about my weekend! ;(
okay soo my weekend was dull and bleak I had work, and that's as much fun as having a wort on your face!! ;]
I ended up getting another job it's small and very non-important and it really doesn't matter except for the fact that I need the extra money and soo I' take it! ;]
(it is working in the main office of our school, simply assorting paper over the weekend and make sure that letters and grades get sent it 10 bucks and hour for 5 hours i work on the weekends before the movies)
anyway.. that's not really important either but you might remember that I mentioned a kid a while back named Jacobe?
well jacobe has asked matthew to go out to the movies or something?? well the problem being that matthew works at the movies and he hates when people ask "do you wanna go to the movies?"
that's when he goes "Hell No!! , i constantly work at the movies and though I get a great discount, I dont wanna spend my time away from work at the exact place I work dumb ass!!"
Haha..that's simply matthew, being well matthew! ;]
not much to explain about him accept for the fact that he might come off a little dickwoadish!! ;]
but I still love him!! ;]
also I have to put this out here I'm officially craving to go see the movie "Where the wild things are" I loved that book since I was like ...
well actually I cant remember the exact time I read that book!! ;]
but I'm soo excited!! anyway i finally got my Ipod back from my mom this weekend!! ;]
(i was grounded for coming in late, like 1 a.m., or something like that and I quickly downloaded Twilight onto my Ipod!! ;]
I'm soo happy right now!! ;]
well actually this whole week/weekend has been pleasant, I'm actually watching it right now while I'm blogging, not back at school to today either only for personal reasons!!
the kind that involve a pad!! ;]
yeah sorry for the information but hey I'm not gona lie!! ;]
anyway I guess this is all I have to post, oh thats right I did end up going to the show "fucking orange" ;( they really werent that good or rather I dont really like that kinda of music, but oh well he's still hot! ;]
I met his girlfriend though shes ubber cute!! ;]
but whatever, I have my eyes set on someone else!! ;]
and soo does matthew apparently he likes this guy on a friends video"Ebonics with chris and stephen" dont know who is who? ;]
bye I love u!! ;]
it rained last night, and it's been drizzling every now and than!! ;]
and the clouds have completely covered the sky and it's soo not sunny at the moment and I'm loving it..
anyway the day is pretty lovely and that's that!
but now is not the time for my great weather report but rather about my weekend! ;(
okay soo my weekend was dull and bleak I had work, and that's as much fun as having a wort on your face!! ;]
I ended up getting another job it's small and very non-important and it really doesn't matter except for the fact that I need the extra money and soo I' take it! ;]
(it is working in the main office of our school, simply assorting paper over the weekend and make sure that letters and grades get sent it 10 bucks and hour for 5 hours i work on the weekends before the movies)
anyway.. that's not really important either but you might remember that I mentioned a kid a while back named Jacobe?
well jacobe has asked matthew to go out to the movies or something?? well the problem being that matthew works at the movies and he hates when people ask "do you wanna go to the movies?"
that's when he goes "Hell No!! , i constantly work at the movies and though I get a great discount, I dont wanna spend my time away from work at the exact place I work dumb ass!!"
Haha..that's simply matthew, being well matthew! ;]
not much to explain about him accept for the fact that he might come off a little dickwoadish!! ;]
but I still love him!! ;]
also I have to put this out here I'm officially craving to go see the movie "Where the wild things are" I loved that book since I was like ...
well actually I cant remember the exact time I read that book!! ;]
but I'm soo excited!! anyway i finally got my Ipod back from my mom this weekend!! ;]
(i was grounded for coming in late, like 1 a.m., or something like that and I quickly downloaded Twilight onto my Ipod!! ;]
I'm soo happy right now!! ;]
well actually this whole week/weekend has been pleasant, I'm actually watching it right now while I'm blogging, not back at school to today either only for personal reasons!!
the kind that involve a pad!! ;]
yeah sorry for the information but hey I'm not gona lie!! ;]
anyway I guess this is all I have to post, oh thats right I did end up going to the show "fucking orange" ;( they really werent that good or rather I dont really like that kinda of music, but oh well he's still hot! ;]
I met his girlfriend though shes ubber cute!! ;]
but whatever, I have my eyes set on someone else!! ;]
and soo does matthew apparently he likes this guy on a friends video"Ebonics with chris and stephen" dont know who is who? ;]
bye I love u!! ;]
Friday, March 20, 2009
okay so late start, early morning..
today could.nt have been more event full unless i planed it out myself..
matthew, came over for some(early) breakfast.
and some how the entire convo went from easy peaze convo to gay porn/porn industry!!
yeah really weird stuff..idk how that subject came up but i bealive that sex had simply come up(which celebrity would i b stranded on a uncharted island with?) the funny part is we both said Robert pattison..
and not knowing if matt knew that my future husband and baby-daddy
that came from one the greatest show eva.. (the office)
oh steve carrol..
anyway so he was like well wat would u do with him??-matt was way to intrested here! ;]
anyway i was like talk to me like edward and than bite me!! ;d
and thats when he tells me u little whore thats what i was thinking!! ;]
anyway after that it turned to matt's first time with his boyfriend which 'til now has never im mean "NEVER" been discussed
anyway after that he said he would do porn if they asked him to (gay porn) of course
anyway after a good long time(too much time on that subject)
i felt realy dirty and perverted..
and than matt said the funnyest/weirdest, wrongest thing i.ve ever heard!! ;]
"We should make a porn togethere!!"
WTF!!
anyway so guess what??
now I know what i said that i wouldnt do anything to make it werid between myself and ralph
but i got an email and he said that his band is having a showing downtown and asked me if i wanted to go?? ;]
yeahy im soo going im taking matthew and others just to make it non-werid at all!! ;]
okay thats all!! ;]
bye!! ;] muah, muah, muuuuuuuaaaahhhhh!! ;] ♥
matthew, came over for some(early) breakfast.
and some how the entire convo went from easy peaze convo to gay porn/porn industry!!
yeah really weird stuff..idk how that subject came up but i bealive that sex had simply come up(which celebrity would i b stranded on a uncharted island with?) the funny part is we both said Robert pattison..
and not knowing if matt knew that my future husband and baby-daddy
that came from one the greatest show eva.. (the office)
oh steve carrol..
anyway so he was like well wat would u do with him??-matt was way to intrested here! ;]
anyway i was like talk to me like edward and than bite me!! ;d
and thats when he tells me u little whore thats what i was thinking!! ;]
anyway after that it turned to matt's first time with his boyfriend which 'til now has never im mean "NEVER" been discussed
anyway after that he said he would do porn if they asked him to (gay porn) of course
anyway after a good long time(too much time on that subject)
i felt realy dirty and perverted..
and than matt said the funnyest/weirdest, wrongest thing i.ve ever heard!! ;]
"We should make a porn togethere!!"
WTF!!
anyway so guess what??
now I know what i said that i wouldnt do anything to make it werid between myself and ralph
but i got an email and he said that his band is having a showing downtown and asked me if i wanted to go?? ;]
yeahy im soo going im taking matthew and others just to make it non-werid at all!! ;]
okay thats all!! ;]
bye!! ;] muah, muah, muuuuuuuaaaahhhhh!! ;] ♥
Thursday, March 19, 2009
caps, hats, and belt buckles
so I'm have today and tomorrow off of school, no not spring break *yet* but soon apparently everyone is either on spring break or is going to be like tomorrow.
but not me not til next, next, next, week!! ;(
aw, whatever though I'm over it..
still so since i really don't have much to do since my life is lived through others (Matthew&Alli) ;]
anyway so I'm like, or rather was at my house simply downloading music onto my Ipod
anyway i should be cleaning and stuff but instead I'm in my bed, with my cat, googling anything and everything you can think just for the fun of (nothing nasty though I'm not that perverted ;] or maybe I am) plus I'm do in my homework from my economics/marketing book that I've decided to take as an in dependant class really easy stuff if you know what to focus on also I'm reading another book "Are you there vodka, It's me Chelsea?"-by Chelsea handler
and I'm eating some Ramon cup noodles with soy sauce(you have to drain the veggies out along with the water(ubber yummy)
and i haven't yet showered, or even brushed my teeth...
but before u call me sick/disgusting let me tell you, i just woke up and I'm tired plus+ i had
a horrible time at work last night (it involved me, the icy machine and a wet floor) not funny so no one better laugh(ALAN that means you)
you know what i realized that my English teacher has a blog yeah, i saw it the other day and when i brought it up(horrible idea) ;]
she said why yes i do, do you??
well not really paying attention to where the conversation was going i said yes
and told her were to find me and she did and was like your composition is completely wrong and you tend to Babel on about in-appropriate things and tend to swear to much for my liking..
good wrong thing to do!! ;]
but that's unimportant..well nothing is at the moment, im realy tired i've also been trying to pre-order the movie twilight(dont call me a freakin follower of trends casue hello twilight book(set) sits on myshelf, but yeah, Im so madly in love with robert, and the rest of the male cast!! ;]
wow im realy must decide on what it is i want!!
oh i told someone that i would try to write down my life goals..
graduate(doesn't everyone) ;]
go to college(again everyone)
major in photography with a minor in psychology
move to New york
become a huge photographer for Vanity Fair
hopefully get married/kids(maybe)
and thats it
grow old with the man of my dreams and travel the world
not much but im realy simple soo thats it
but not me not til next, next, next, week!! ;(
aw, whatever though I'm over it..
still so since i really don't have much to do since my life is lived through others (Matthew&Alli) ;]
anyway so I'm like, or rather was at my house simply downloading music onto my Ipod
anyway i should be cleaning and stuff but instead I'm in my bed, with my cat, googling anything and everything you can think just for the fun of (nothing nasty though I'm not that perverted ;] or maybe I am) plus I'm do in my homework from my economics/marketing book that I've decided to take as an in dependant class really easy stuff if you know what to focus on also I'm reading another book "Are you there vodka, It's me Chelsea?"-by Chelsea handler
and I'm eating some Ramon cup noodles with soy sauce(you have to drain the veggies out along with the water(ubber yummy)
and i haven't yet showered, or even brushed my teeth...
but before u call me sick/disgusting let me tell you, i just woke up and I'm tired plus+ i had
a horrible time at work last night (it involved me, the icy machine and a wet floor) not funny so no one better laugh(ALAN that means you)
you know what i realized that my English teacher has a blog yeah, i saw it the other day and when i brought it up(horrible idea) ;]
she said why yes i do, do you??
well not really paying attention to where the conversation was going i said yes
and told her were to find me and she did and was like your composition is completely wrong and you tend to Babel on about in-appropriate things and tend to swear to much for my liking..
good wrong thing to do!! ;]
but that's unimportant..well nothing is at the moment, im realy tired i've also been trying to pre-order the movie twilight(dont call me a freakin follower of trends casue hello twilight book(set) sits on myshelf, but yeah, Im so madly in love with robert, and the rest of the male cast!! ;]
wow im realy must decide on what it is i want!!
oh i told someone that i would try to write down my life goals..
graduate(doesn't everyone) ;]
go to college(again everyone)
major in photography with a minor in psychology
move to New york
become a huge photographer for Vanity Fair
hopefully get married/kids(maybe)
and thats it
grow old with the man of my dreams and travel the world
not much but im realy simple soo thats it
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
doubtin tommorow will come..for the fact that im happy about today
okay sooo today has been exceptionaly dull!!
first ive had an awful morning, my power went out.
yeah soo gettin ready was very, very, very minumal
second on my way too school, again noo UCD grreat ;(
anyway, soo ridin the bus to school was ubber twilight zone stuff, long story..
but again back to the point, anyway so i was late to school like 2 hours an some min. or somethin so homeroom was a total dismiss, than headed to child&devolopment.. which turned my day into a 180 if that an xact term to use!! ;]
keira was waint for me, an she was xstatic and stuff hehe..reason was the that mr. ralph which i found out is a teachers assit. is filling in untill mr. jordan gets back from sick leave!! ;]
thank goddd..
hes way hotter than any other teacher i kno, plus hes in a band!! ;]
their called "fucking orange"
no joke!! ;]
anyway..so life been lookin up since the beging of this week soo all is great, though im realy decidin on my life goals at the i got the one letter ive been lookin forward to all yr!! ;]
CSU sent me a letter of exceptince yeahy, yeahy, yeahy!!! ;D
im ubber xcited and can barely hold it in!! ;]
anyway gona go eat some chubbys!! ;]
oo baby chili cheese fries here i come!! ;]
first ive had an awful morning, my power went out.
yeah soo gettin ready was very, very, very minumal
second on my way too school, again noo UCD grreat ;(
anyway, soo ridin the bus to school was ubber twilight zone stuff, long story..
but again back to the point, anyway so i was late to school like 2 hours an some min. or somethin so homeroom was a total dismiss, than headed to child&devolopment.. which turned my day into a 180 if that an xact term to use!! ;]
keira was waint for me, an she was xstatic and stuff hehe..reason was the that mr. ralph which i found out is a teachers assit. is filling in untill mr. jordan gets back from sick leave!! ;]
thank goddd..
hes way hotter than any other teacher i kno, plus hes in a band!! ;]
their called "fucking orange"
no joke!! ;]
anyway..so life been lookin up since the beging of this week soo all is great, though im realy decidin on my life goals at the i got the one letter ive been lookin forward to all yr!! ;]
CSU sent me a letter of exceptince yeahy, yeahy, yeahy!!! ;D
im ubber xcited and can barely hold it in!! ;]
anyway gona go eat some chubbys!! ;]
oo baby chili cheese fries here i come!! ;]
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
openin night next week!! ;]
yeahy it.s here an i cant wait!! ;]
im ubber wiggin out for it not to mention twilight is comin out!! ;]
soo double yeahy!! ;]
an to make things way better
my grandma is leavin me and my mom all alone, an im glad she was annoying the shit outta me!! ;]
but yeah..
so im not a huge southpark fan..scratch that i dont at all like southpark!! ;]
the reason bien its.s very immature
buteven i must admit that they out did them selfs witht the newest /or rather newest one ive seen, about the jo bros!! ;]
funny stuff!! ;]
but anyway lets stay away from that topic i feel like i wanna go shoppin for some shows and bikkinis but unforto im dealin with the money saving fairy from hell(matthew) he says "if i cant spend any of my mom to save it for spring break than u cant either bitch!! ;]"
goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!! ;(
i wanna save my money but i realy want some new stuff!! ;]
but wateves i can buy a bikkini in florida if i go!! ;]
"oh golly miss molly ur head has gottin much smaller since uve lost all ur money!! ;]"
matthews part to read from our "play"
we had to write a small skit for theatre soo funny i played gurtrude the butler maid!! ;]
i had to make me self have a russian husk accent!! ;]
funny stuff!! ;]
yyp matthew got theatre back he didnt tell me til after he showed up late!! ;]
and was like im soo sad, an i was so am i!! ;(
ur not in here wit me and alli
and he was like i kno!! ;]
an after a minute or so i dont like to keep track of tym he stayed an i was like well arent u goin to class????
an he said nope im in this class dork!! ;]
an now alli,matthew,and me are togethere again!! ;]
anyway i gotta go were tryin to practice as much as possible for the play soo i gotta go!! ;]
bye!! ;]
muah, muah, muah!! ;]♥
im ubber wiggin out for it not to mention twilight is comin out!! ;]
soo double yeahy!! ;]
an to make things way better
my grandma is leavin me and my mom all alone, an im glad she was annoying the shit outta me!! ;]
but yeah..
so im not a huge southpark fan..scratch that i dont at all like southpark!! ;]
the reason bien its.s very immature
buteven i must admit that they out did them selfs witht the newest /or rather newest one ive seen, about the jo bros!! ;]
funny stuff!! ;]
but anyway lets stay away from that topic i feel like i wanna go shoppin for some shows and bikkinis but unforto im dealin with the money saving fairy from hell(matthew) he says "if i cant spend any of my mom to save it for spring break than u cant either bitch!! ;]"
goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!! ;(
i wanna save my money but i realy want some new stuff!! ;]
but wateves i can buy a bikkini in florida if i go!! ;]
"oh golly miss molly ur head has gottin much smaller since uve lost all ur money!! ;]"
matthews part to read from our "play"
we had to write a small skit for theatre soo funny i played gurtrude the butler maid!! ;]
i had to make me self have a russian husk accent!! ;]
funny stuff!! ;]
yyp matthew got theatre back he didnt tell me til after he showed up late!! ;]
and was like im soo sad, an i was so am i!! ;(
ur not in here wit me and alli
and he was like i kno!! ;]
an after a minute or so i dont like to keep track of tym he stayed an i was like well arent u goin to class????
an he said nope im in this class dork!! ;]
an now alli,matthew,and me are togethere again!! ;]
anyway i gotta go were tryin to practice as much as possible for the play soo i gotta go!! ;]
bye!! ;]
muah, muah, muah!! ;]♥
Monday, March 16, 2009
sort of a jack of all trades!! ;]
yeahy!! ;]
today is goin great..
okay soo U.C.D (university of colorado in denver) was normal as always!! ;]
but becasue its the 4th quarter and gunck at my highschool everythings pretty wack!! ;]
thats kinda of a good thing and a bad thing matthew was no longer in theatre for fourth quarter dont kno why so mad bout that, but also im givin child&freakin devlopment class!! ;]
wtf is that shit!!
an when i asked my counseler why she said cause i failed a quarter of health!!!!
WAT!!
ur kiddin me, i never fail but when i retraced why i might have failed it was cause that was the year my middle school boobs grow to highschool ones!! ;]
there is a difference k! ;]
but so thats when i got a boyfriend the first of well many!! ;]
sorry bout that but back 2 the point..
so i was stuck in that class with like one other senior and a bucnh of screamin freshman grils and immature freashman boys!! ;]
grrrrrr!!
but yeah,
anyway but after like three minutes in the class the other senior(keria)
and we laughed the whole tym!! ;]
an im kinda gona like the class when we get babys and when we get to wear the empathy belly!! ;]
yes zir!! ;D
haha!!
oo and by the way ralph is the teacher and lets just say im totaly having a tilf moments!! ;]
im so dirty!! ;]
so just kiddin about the dirty part!! ;]
ha..nayway hope the rest of u are likein ur day soo far!! ;]
okay now tie-ing the title to my blog!! ;]
i found out im kinda realy talented in many things that realy arent usefull to anyway!! ;]
i kinda bend backwards, i can read upside down, i can squel like a piggy, i moo better than anyway u kno, i can grab things with my feet, im flexible, i can stand on my hands for 12 minutes straight(havent perfected walking..yet!! [;) , i can make the perfect sandwich than cut it into a heart♥ (who doesnt want a heart shaped sandmich) , i can sing the alphabet frontwards&backwards no mistakes, i can do almost any jigsaw puzzle!, i can make any food sound naughty, almost any!! ;], i jump realy high, i can play twinkle twinkle little star on the guitar, also on the xilaphone!! ;], i can belch ur name in one try, i can stay underwater for about or close to 4 minutes!!, i can spit sunflower seeds (bar-b-qued flavored of course) realy far, i can actualy do the entire brittany spears dance for the song hit me baby one more tym, i can wrap a perfect present and make the best bows ever, i can actualy shot a bow and arrow (thanks to 2 yrs in the outdoor club), i can perform a perfect russian split and the regular one as well!! ;]
and thats about all that i can do!! ;] hope u were inprest!! ;]
today is goin great..
okay soo U.C.D (university of colorado in denver) was normal as always!! ;]
but becasue its the 4th quarter and gunck at my highschool everythings pretty wack!! ;]
thats kinda of a good thing and a bad thing matthew was no longer in theatre for fourth quarter dont kno why so mad bout that, but also im givin child&freakin devlopment class!! ;]
wtf is that shit!!
an when i asked my counseler why she said cause i failed a quarter of health!!!!
WAT!!
ur kiddin me, i never fail but when i retraced why i might have failed it was cause that was the year my middle school boobs grow to highschool ones!! ;]
there is a difference k! ;]
but so thats when i got a boyfriend the first of well many!! ;]
sorry bout that but back 2 the point..
so i was stuck in that class with like one other senior and a bucnh of screamin freshman grils and immature freashman boys!! ;]
grrrrrr!!
but yeah,
anyway but after like three minutes in the class the other senior(keria)
and we laughed the whole tym!! ;]
an im kinda gona like the class when we get babys and when we get to wear the empathy belly!! ;]
yes zir!! ;D
haha!!
oo and by the way ralph is the teacher and lets just say im totaly having a tilf moments!! ;]
im so dirty!! ;]
so just kiddin about the dirty part!! ;]
ha..nayway hope the rest of u are likein ur day soo far!! ;]
okay now tie-ing the title to my blog!! ;]
i found out im kinda realy talented in many things that realy arent usefull to anyway!! ;]
i kinda bend backwards, i can read upside down, i can squel like a piggy, i moo better than anyway u kno, i can grab things with my feet, im flexible, i can stand on my hands for 12 minutes straight(havent perfected walking..yet!! [;) , i can make the perfect sandwich than cut it into a heart♥ (who doesnt want a heart shaped sandmich) , i can sing the alphabet frontwards&backwards no mistakes, i can do almost any jigsaw puzzle!, i can make any food sound naughty, almost any!! ;], i jump realy high, i can play twinkle twinkle little star on the guitar, also on the xilaphone!! ;], i can belch ur name in one try, i can stay underwater for about or close to 4 minutes!!, i can spit sunflower seeds (bar-b-qued flavored of course) realy far, i can actualy do the entire brittany spears dance for the song hit me baby one more tym, i can wrap a perfect present and make the best bows ever, i can actualy shot a bow and arrow (thanks to 2 yrs in the outdoor club), i can perform a perfect russian split and the regular one as well!! ;]
and thats about all that i can do!! ;] hope u were inprest!! ;]
well a bit bleak but i can manage! ;]
so this entire weekend was devoted to work, the whole weekend!!!
yeah, i go in at 3 until 12 thats decent work for a undecent job, u see it requires pulling gum off seats, vacuming popcorn from the ailes, and yes moping up sticky disgusting soda/iceys!
ppl are soo gross!!
but watever i can deal, ontop of that i deal with annoying ppl, not just the ones that come but the ones that work..
my break consisted of a short slurp of my raman soup in the back room located near the yummi consession stand but thats beside the point..o yeah we have a fridge back there were i kept my vitamin water, name on it an all and some creep opened it and drank from it, it might help sayin if it was new which it was!!! ;(
grrr ppl r soo gross and rude!!!
but that was mentire weekend wraped into a small piece of randomness..
ooo by the way i had to stay at UCD later than normal, which was and always will be fun, but matthew called all paraniod saying "were are u?? u arent in theatre wat if something happens to u how will i know??"
funny stuff..but i was like listen dork im at the bus stop and im waitin for the bus i.ll be there late but ill be there? k? dont worry!! ;]
but he did anyway
oo and top make everything more than perfect guess who txted my last night??
yup college boy, he totaly was like wat r u doin an like my soo confident self i said workin! an u?
an that convo was goin on for like two hours at work, but after ten the ppl die down and stop comin in casue they.re usualy inside the theatre soo we had an uniterupted convo but he was like sorry i left u hangin on friday but i had a grip of stuff to do and plus my fone was disconccted!! ;]
ok..
but i dont care not like i can like him, i dont realy kno wat i like or dont, but thats beside the point im only 18 not like i have to decide anything yet well a few things i do like wat college im goin to!! ;]
where will i live and most important who will i live wit!! ;]
matthew and i nor alli will be going to the same college yup the three amigos are spliting up though matthew will still stay in state alli is goin back to jersey!! ;]
good luck pumpkin!! ;]
i feel like this is one of my longest blogs!! ;]
ha thats funny, i dont knbo why though..
but prom is soo close havent decided wat im wereing!! ;(
im stressed bout that the most!! ;]
but well cross the brigde later on.
i feel like im actualy happy today!! ;]
so its a good day..
an i read a certain review on one of my favorite books and most say it made me think that the book that i soo luved and hated "animal farm" at the same tym i watched the movie and became soo sad as to wat happened casue i luv animals never wanna see anything like that ever!!
but back to the point cam.
;]
yeah it made me wanna anaylsis that book again and think twice about wat i luved about it!! ;]
but one book he.ll never make me think twice about is "perks of being a wallflower"!! ;]
well knowing wat i know he maybe could but i guess thats wat i realy like is when someone challenges the way i think so as to make me a better thinker!! ;]
thank u for ur tym! ;]
yeah, i go in at 3 until 12 thats decent work for a undecent job, u see it requires pulling gum off seats, vacuming popcorn from the ailes, and yes moping up sticky disgusting soda/iceys!
ppl are soo gross!!
but watever i can deal, ontop of that i deal with annoying ppl, not just the ones that come but the ones that work..
my break consisted of a short slurp of my raman soup in the back room located near the yummi consession stand but thats beside the point..o yeah we have a fridge back there were i kept my vitamin water, name on it an all and some creep opened it and drank from it, it might help sayin if it was new which it was!!! ;(
grrr ppl r soo gross and rude!!!
but that was mentire weekend wraped into a small piece of randomness..
ooo by the way i had to stay at UCD later than normal, which was and always will be fun, but matthew called all paraniod saying "were are u?? u arent in theatre wat if something happens to u how will i know??"
funny stuff..but i was like listen dork im at the bus stop and im waitin for the bus i.ll be there late but ill be there? k? dont worry!! ;]
but he did anyway
oo and top make everything more than perfect guess who txted my last night??
yup college boy, he totaly was like wat r u doin an like my soo confident self i said workin! an u?
an that convo was goin on for like two hours at work, but after ten the ppl die down and stop comin in casue they.re usualy inside the theatre soo we had an uniterupted convo but he was like sorry i left u hangin on friday but i had a grip of stuff to do and plus my fone was disconccted!! ;]
ok..
but i dont care not like i can like him, i dont realy kno wat i like or dont, but thats beside the point im only 18 not like i have to decide anything yet well a few things i do like wat college im goin to!! ;]
where will i live and most important who will i live wit!! ;]
matthew and i nor alli will be going to the same college yup the three amigos are spliting up though matthew will still stay in state alli is goin back to jersey!! ;]
good luck pumpkin!! ;]
i feel like this is one of my longest blogs!! ;]
ha thats funny, i dont knbo why though..
but prom is soo close havent decided wat im wereing!! ;(
im stressed bout that the most!! ;]
but well cross the brigde later on.
i feel like im actualy happy today!! ;]
so its a good day..
an i read a certain review on one of my favorite books and most say it made me think that the book that i soo luved and hated "animal farm" at the same tym i watched the movie and became soo sad as to wat happened casue i luv animals never wanna see anything like that ever!!
but back to the point cam.
;]
yeah it made me wanna anaylsis that book again and think twice about wat i luved about it!! ;]
but one book he.ll never make me think twice about is "perks of being a wallflower"!! ;]
well knowing wat i know he maybe could but i guess thats wat i realy like is when someone challenges the way i think so as to make me a better thinker!! ;]
thank u for ur tym! ;]
Friday, March 13, 2009
okay okay..
well today im at skool,
but no college boy on the bus so..
mornin is kinda shot, an im officaly not gona talk to matthew&alli im gona be super indepedent today anyway, just casue they didnt wanna come to psychology.
anyways, i mean well than..
okay so last night i saw how the grinch stole christmas..jsut casue i wanted to..
an well let me jsut tell u that it was fairly amazing..
ha
yeah it made me laugh and i realy needed it plus i saw someone specials "video" that made me laugh and realy wanna go to florida even more..
but yeah this is kinda the most random blog ive made and trust me!!
all of my blogs are prety random considerin' ;]
well ive txted the college hunk an well it ma seem that might not work seein as he has replied, but i dont care and realy dont mind, but fuck it!! ;]
good this library computer has nasty keyboard goin on college kids are gross, once i found..
cheeto' crumbs in the keyboard guess if i find more things in the UCd library
an i use the word things cause u wouldnt want to kno wat i actualy found ha
u would want to use it either..
anyway my psychology paper is total bogus and i realy dont think it makes any sense since i realy dont care about the topic it's basicaly bout phobeas!! ;]
ha..
oh god s thios room gettin smaller??
help help!!! ;]
haha it.s a lil pysch humor ;]
well bye!! ;]
but no college boy on the bus so..
mornin is kinda shot, an im officaly not gona talk to matthew&alli im gona be super indepedent today anyway, just casue they didnt wanna come to psychology.
anyways, i mean well than..
okay so last night i saw how the grinch stole christmas..jsut casue i wanted to..
an well let me jsut tell u that it was fairly amazing..
ha
yeah it made me laugh and i realy needed it plus i saw someone specials "video" that made me laugh and realy wanna go to florida even more..
but yeah this is kinda the most random blog ive made and trust me!!
all of my blogs are prety random considerin' ;]
well ive txted the college hunk an well it ma seem that might not work seein as he has replied, but i dont care and realy dont mind, but fuck it!! ;]
good this library computer has nasty keyboard goin on college kids are gross, once i found..
cheeto' crumbs in the keyboard guess if i find more things in the UCd library
an i use the word things cause u wouldnt want to kno wat i actualy found ha
u would want to use it either..
anyway my psychology paper is total bogus and i realy dont think it makes any sense since i realy dont care about the topic it's basicaly bout phobeas!! ;]
ha..
oh god s thios room gettin smaller??
help help!!! ;]
haha it.s a lil pysch humor ;]
well bye!! ;]
Thursday, March 12, 2009
so.. like i guess this will do
u kno i found out life is like a giant game of tetris
the more u try 2 fit all the pieces to form a stupid line the more u keep gettin these stupid little messed up shapes and that makes u fuck up more until u screwed up soo much that its game fuckin over!! ;(
my dad took all his stuff yesterday when i was at school, he didnt even leave a sock..
and my mom and grandma are yellin at each other i didnt even got to school today..
i kno bad but i dont care life can suck it..
the ppl that promise to luv u and protect u and b there for u..cant stand 2 b wit each other,
thats when u kno life sucks!
but enough about that
i talked to Leo last night an it was fairly decent though not much 2 talk about it made my nite better!! ;]
also alli&matthew promised me a muffin to cheer my ass up!! ;]
yeahy me, but i might get said again!!
my dad wants me 2 stay with him this weekend at his *new* loft that he got down town!
yeah that makes me feel way better ;(
nyway i wanna go to florida 4 spring break!! ;]
matthew and alli kinda changed their minds about the dessert casue of alli!! ;]
the whole psycho victum thing scared them!! ;]
ha.
though florida might be cool! ;]
though the fuonds might need to b increased!! ;]
work extra for more money!! ;d
anyway i gona sleep til i dont kno late!! ;]
goodnite!! ;]
luv ya!! ;d
the more u try 2 fit all the pieces to form a stupid line the more u keep gettin these stupid little messed up shapes and that makes u fuck up more until u screwed up soo much that its game fuckin over!! ;(
my dad took all his stuff yesterday when i was at school, he didnt even leave a sock..
and my mom and grandma are yellin at each other i didnt even got to school today..
i kno bad but i dont care life can suck it..
the ppl that promise to luv u and protect u and b there for u..cant stand 2 b wit each other,
thats when u kno life sucks!
but enough about that
i talked to Leo last night an it was fairly decent though not much 2 talk about it made my nite better!! ;]
also alli&matthew promised me a muffin to cheer my ass up!! ;]
yeahy me, but i might get said again!!
my dad wants me 2 stay with him this weekend at his *new* loft that he got down town!
yeah that makes me feel way better ;(
nyway i wanna go to florida 4 spring break!! ;]
matthew and alli kinda changed their minds about the dessert casue of alli!! ;]
the whole psycho victum thing scared them!! ;]
ha.
though florida might be cool! ;]
though the fuonds might need to b increased!! ;]
work extra for more money!! ;d
anyway i gona sleep til i dont kno late!! ;]
goodnite!! ;]
luv ya!! ;d
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
well i.ll take a t-rex wit my with my coke ;]
haha!! ;]
ok so lunch was very memorable, not in the slightest bit dul
well first off he was there waitin for my next to the starbucks that i officaly hate cause i once bought a iced coffe and it tasted like she barely put the beans into the machine for 2 seconds and than jiped me on my ice!! ;]
but that dosnt matter anymore oo his name is leo!! ;]
well leonardo, but i call him leo the lepard casue he has this coolio pair of boxers that have lepard print, wasnt sopposed to say that but who cares not me!! ;]
anyway..we walked to this pizza shop and we sat down and order the stuff.... he paid!! ;]
extra cool in my book, and we talked somemore about matthew an alli, an my family and than i asked him bout his friends, his life outside of school and his family!! ;]
nice convo, an he told that the only reason he didnt talk to me was casue of matthew!! ;]
[thought i was datin matthew that makes my laugh!!]
;]
well than i got the nerve to ask him wat was he doin friday?? ;]
tommorow i have no classes unfortunatly!! ;(
means im stuck at school all day great! ;(
anyway he said that he didnt have a clue but if i wanted we could hang out agian, [omg omg wat??]
of course-that was all happenin in my head!! ;]
an was like okay let me get ur number and i.ll call u!! ;]
an was like ok let me also give u mine!! ;]
txt me some pics of u and i.ll txt u some of me!! ;]
made me blush lile a total dorkinstien!! ;]
an now im back at school, mr.jay is directin the set kids to put things were an im in his office/home room!! ;]
blogin this up!! ;]
[ijsfijsgjsaifguasgdogdig iogiaiofs]
that was matthew i thought i leave there to give this some pizas!! ;]
also
hello my beautiful world luv ya♥☺☻♣♠♦◘♠♣♦♦♥
-matthew aka luverboi
p.s. weest,wesst, or however u spell it i totaly think ur better!!! ;]
peace
ok so lunch was very memorable, not in the slightest bit dul
well first off he was there waitin for my next to the starbucks that i officaly hate cause i once bought a iced coffe and it tasted like she barely put the beans into the machine for 2 seconds and than jiped me on my ice!! ;]
but that dosnt matter anymore oo his name is leo!! ;]
well leonardo, but i call him leo the lepard casue he has this coolio pair of boxers that have lepard print, wasnt sopposed to say that but who cares not me!! ;]
anyway..we walked to this pizza shop and we sat down and order the stuff.... he paid!! ;]
extra cool in my book, and we talked somemore about matthew an alli, an my family and than i asked him bout his friends, his life outside of school and his family!! ;]
nice convo, an he told that the only reason he didnt talk to me was casue of matthew!! ;]
[thought i was datin matthew that makes my laugh!!]
;]
well than i got the nerve to ask him wat was he doin friday?? ;]
tommorow i have no classes unfortunatly!! ;(
means im stuck at school all day great! ;(
anyway he said that he didnt have a clue but if i wanted we could hang out agian, [omg omg wat??]
of course-that was all happenin in my head!! ;]
an was like okay let me get ur number and i.ll call u!! ;]
an was like ok let me also give u mine!! ;]
txt me some pics of u and i.ll txt u some of me!! ;]
made me blush lile a total dorkinstien!! ;]
an now im back at school, mr.jay is directin the set kids to put things were an im in his office/home room!! ;]
blogin this up!! ;]
[ijsfijsgjsaifguasgdogdig iogiaiofs]
that was matthew i thought i leave there to give this some pizas!! ;]
also
hello my beautiful world luv ya♥☺☻♣♠♦◘♠♣♦♦♥
-matthew aka luverboi
p.s. weest,wesst, or however u spell it i totaly think ur better!!! ;]
peace
grandma is a evil demon;]
okay so my grandma is like gona b home in about 2 hours!! ;(
an my mom gave me a choice either go to school or stay home and hang wit the grams!!
well im here at school..
not because i hate her or anything i luv my nannas, its just i dont like when she starts talking shit!!
anyway shes kinda a huge bitch to my friends alli&matthew, than shes hates the way i dress, the way i talk[bad words]
an hates that sometyms im not exactly ladylike 100% of the tym!! ;]
burbin, and well u kno ;]
not all the tym im not a pig!! ;]
ha..
anyway so now i gotta worry about here findin my birthcontrol stash in my bed, theyre under the mattress!! ;]
ha..
well before u judge me, listen im 18 and i kno wat i want and when i want somethin i go for it!! ;]
so there!! ;]
anyhow..
god i need to stop always puttin [anyway, anyhow,anywho]
makes me sound kinda airheaded!! ;]
but watever! !;]
god im tired!! ;(
matthew kept me on the fone with him an his boyfriend, they kept yellin at each other kinda looks like that ship of luv has ended!! ;(
poor matthew!!
anyway should finish my paper so i can at least say im a good student!! ;]
an my mom gave me a choice either go to school or stay home and hang wit the grams!!
well im here at school..
not because i hate her or anything i luv my nannas, its just i dont like when she starts talking shit!!
anyway shes kinda a huge bitch to my friends alli&matthew, than shes hates the way i dress, the way i talk[bad words]
an hates that sometyms im not exactly ladylike 100% of the tym!! ;]
burbin, and well u kno ;]
not all the tym im not a pig!! ;]
ha..
anyway so now i gotta worry about here findin my birthcontrol stash in my bed, theyre under the mattress!! ;]
ha..
well before u judge me, listen im 18 and i kno wat i want and when i want somethin i go for it!! ;]
so there!! ;]
anyhow..
god i need to stop always puttin [anyway, anyhow,anywho]
makes me sound kinda airheaded!! ;]
but watever! !;]
god im tired!! ;(
matthew kept me on the fone with him an his boyfriend, they kept yellin at each other kinda looks like that ship of luv has ended!! ;(
poor matthew!!
anyway should finish my paper so i can at least say im a good student!! ;]
ripped jeans and a baggie shirt!
omg, omg!! ;]
guess wat i finaly talked to that guy i always see on the bus the hot college guy who rides the bus with his buddies to UCD!! ;]
well today i was alone on the bus kinda scary, but than we came to his stop were he usualy gets on an i was expecting to either c him with his friends or to not c him at all!! ;]
well, thats when he came on the bus all alone!! ;]
yeahy!!
anyway i usualy sit closer to the middle, i have this thing about being in the front/back that kinda scares me for some reason!! ;(
anyway, so he usualy sits closer to the back but tody he saw me an came and sat down, rite next to me!! ;]
an was like where r ur friends??
like got rides!
[keep in mind im tryin to stay calm]
so after we talked about my life/and his and all the borin stuff u have to ask ppl to not seem like a total creeper!! ;]
he was like wat classes do u take again and i told him omg he was like so ur out at 11:00 than rite??
i said no at 11:45
an was like wat tym u gotta be back??
an like an idiot i was began to stutter...
now i might as well have shot my self in the foot
and i was like um..um at uhh..like around 12:00 than i have theatre! ;]
i began to blush cause of my stupid answer, but than he was like ur cute when u stuuter and we talked some more about how i flirt with him..and began to blush again!! ;]
god i mite as well b like i realy like u!! ;]
but that would have made me fell like a bigger dork!! ;]
anyway, like 2 minutes befoe we got off i was like so r u gona ask me or not??
im not good at waitin' but he was like ask u wat??
and like a dorker i was like wat?? ;]
ooo, u wanna kno if i was gona ask u to lunch or somethin after ur classes rite??
an i was like um..well..only if u want!?
well do u wanna go its a simple yes or um..um..no?
and i laughed like a creeper and was like sure so im gona go to lunch in like an hour from kno!! ;]
im at the library typin up my thesis paper but i hate psychology anyway!! ;]
soo blah im kinda wiggin out
anyway hi alan!! ;] ♥
also i saw ur videos!! ;]
funny stuff!! ;]
"sup triq?"
"means hi there or hows it goin u triq"
omg gona be my pants at how funny that is!! ;]
matthew says ur friends that said that is gona be his new best friend!! ;]
guess wat i finaly talked to that guy i always see on the bus the hot college guy who rides the bus with his buddies to UCD!! ;]
well today i was alone on the bus kinda scary, but than we came to his stop were he usualy gets on an i was expecting to either c him with his friends or to not c him at all!! ;]
well, thats when he came on the bus all alone!! ;]
yeahy!!
anyway i usualy sit closer to the middle, i have this thing about being in the front/back that kinda scares me for some reason!! ;(
anyway, so he usualy sits closer to the back but tody he saw me an came and sat down, rite next to me!! ;]
an was like where r ur friends??
like got rides!
[keep in mind im tryin to stay calm]
so after we talked about my life/and his and all the borin stuff u have to ask ppl to not seem like a total creeper!! ;]
he was like wat classes do u take again and i told him omg he was like so ur out at 11:00 than rite??
i said no at 11:45
an was like wat tym u gotta be back??
an like an idiot i was began to stutter...
now i might as well have shot my self in the foot
and i was like um..um at uhh..like around 12:00 than i have theatre! ;]
i began to blush cause of my stupid answer, but than he was like ur cute when u stuuter and we talked some more about how i flirt with him..and began to blush again!! ;]
god i mite as well b like i realy like u!! ;]
but that would have made me fell like a bigger dork!! ;]
anyway, like 2 minutes befoe we got off i was like so r u gona ask me or not??
im not good at waitin' but he was like ask u wat??
and like a dorker i was like wat?? ;]
ooo, u wanna kno if i was gona ask u to lunch or somethin after ur classes rite??
an i was like um..well..only if u want!?
well do u wanna go its a simple yes or um..um..no?
and i laughed like a creeper and was like sure so im gona go to lunch in like an hour from kno!! ;]
im at the library typin up my thesis paper but i hate psychology anyway!! ;]
soo blah im kinda wiggin out
anyway hi alan!! ;] ♥
also i saw ur videos!! ;]
funny stuff!! ;]
"sup triq?"
"means hi there or hows it goin u triq"
omg gona be my pants at how funny that is!! ;]
matthew says ur friends that said that is gona be his new best friend!! ;]
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
okay early mornin! ;]
so hey it.s like 8:30 am an wat the hell mother nature!! ;]
i had a whole week of clothes picked out!! ;]
since it's been like super sunny and shhit!! ;]
mostly short shorts and tank tops/short sleeved shirts!
but it.s freakin snowin!! :o
wat...
noo!
grrrrr! dam u mother nature
anyway to top it all off the bus was runnin like twelve minutes late so much for my plan to b on tym
to all my classes, no UCD today thank gebus, ah homer simpson, my philosophical pliastyn, in kno misspelled! ;]
anyway, im on my stupid computer class
than one i was forced to take today!! ;(
it.s to make sure that my transcript looks amazingly amazing i hate extra work though i only take it 1 a week it still ubber sucky anyway my grandma is gettin in tommorow!! ;(
that means hell for my mom ;)
i kno i should.nt b laugh cause i.ll get some sort of punishment, also matthew wont b able to come around as much niether well alli!! ;(
[i have to suffer 4 my parents stupidity!!]
grrr.. today might seem dullness well i.ll just have to wait an see wont i!! ;]
also heros last nite was amazing so was gossip girl since i fanily caught up!! ;]
cant wait for thursday!! ;]
30rock, kath&kim, the office,Er, my name is earl!! ;]
im huge nbc nerd!! ;]
bye!!
i had a whole week of clothes picked out!! ;]
since it's been like super sunny and shhit!! ;]
mostly short shorts and tank tops/short sleeved shirts!
but it.s freakin snowin!! :o
wat...
noo!
grrrrr! dam u mother nature
anyway to top it all off the bus was runnin like twelve minutes late so much for my plan to b on tym
to all my classes, no UCD today thank gebus, ah homer simpson, my philosophical pliastyn, in kno misspelled! ;]
anyway, im on my stupid computer class
than one i was forced to take today!! ;(
it.s to make sure that my transcript looks amazingly amazing i hate extra work though i only take it 1 a week it still ubber sucky anyway my grandma is gettin in tommorow!! ;(
that means hell for my mom ;)
i kno i should.nt b laugh cause i.ll get some sort of punishment, also matthew wont b able to come around as much niether well alli!! ;(
[i have to suffer 4 my parents stupidity!!]
grrr.. today might seem dullness well i.ll just have to wait an see wont i!! ;]
also heros last nite was amazing so was gossip girl since i fanily caught up!! ;]
cant wait for thursday!! ;]
30rock, kath&kim, the office,Er, my name is earl!! ;]
im huge nbc nerd!! ;]
bye!!
Monday, March 9, 2009
feel better now that i kno the out come
hehe!! ;]
alan made me feel special, very special..
but besides that, im actualy lookin forward to my trip, for spring break at first i wasnt but due to recent events i actualy am,
campin' might be fun though the dessert might be scary.
matthew wants to go 2 ariziona to camp in the dessert
thats were carzy ppl take there victoms to die!! ;]
-qoute from alli ;]
anyway yeah csap is officaly over yeahy!!! ;]
thank good, now im gona get my hour and twelve minutes in theatre, but grrr that means i get the same for every class at skool!! ;(
but i passed photography, but im failin psychology!! ;]
so one upside to a horrible down side!! ;]
yeah also my grandma is comin in to vist since everythin that happened an i kno wat shes gona tell me.
"why is ur best friend a homosexual?"
"why do u were ur hair like that? it loooks like someone to a weedwacker to ur beautiful hair!"
"dont dress like a whore, boys r gona think ur easy!"
haha, but i dont care!! ;]
i listen cause it makes me laugh, and she way conservitive!! ;]
she tells matthew hes gona go to hell!! all the tym but he tells her "well than its gona b a party if all the gay guys r there!! ;] so good 4 me!! ;]"
alan made me feel special, very special..
but besides that, im actualy lookin forward to my trip, for spring break at first i wasnt but due to recent events i actualy am,
campin' might be fun though the dessert might be scary.
matthew wants to go 2 ariziona to camp in the dessert
thats were carzy ppl take there victoms to die!! ;]
-qoute from alli ;]
anyway yeah csap is officaly over yeahy!!! ;]
thank good, now im gona get my hour and twelve minutes in theatre, but grrr that means i get the same for every class at skool!! ;(
but i passed photography, but im failin psychology!! ;]
so one upside to a horrible down side!! ;]
yeah also my grandma is comin in to vist since everythin that happened an i kno wat shes gona tell me.
"why is ur best friend a homosexual?"
"why do u were ur hair like that? it loooks like someone to a weedwacker to ur beautiful hair!"
"dont dress like a whore, boys r gona think ur easy!"
haha, but i dont care!! ;]
i listen cause it makes me laugh, and she way conservitive!! ;]
she tells matthew hes gona go to hell!! all the tym but he tells her "well than its gona b a party if all the gay guys r there!! ;] so good 4 me!! ;]"
families suck ass!! ;(
i thought when u got married u made a promise to be with that person for ever not get divorced when the goin gets tough!! ;(
i realy dont wanna come of as a bratty teen not wantin her parents to split but come on lets face it there are more ppl divorced than there actualy married!! ;(
yeah this whole weekend was about divorce for me my mom made my dad move out and my dad did!!! ;]
great he did even say goodbye to me!! ;(
wat the shit is that!!
im his only kid!!
but families suck anyway thus the title!!
i just wanna cry!! ;'(
i realy dont wanna come of as a bratty teen not wantin her parents to split but come on lets face it there are more ppl divorced than there actualy married!! ;(
yeah this whole weekend was about divorce for me my mom made my dad move out and my dad did!!! ;]
great he did even say goodbye to me!! ;(
wat the shit is that!!
im his only kid!!
but families suck anyway thus the title!!
i just wanna cry!! ;'(
Thursday, March 5, 2009
um..yeah, so watever
alli!! ;]
true friends can make u fell like u can fly!
they make u touch the sky their words are like honey that satisfies ur cravings,
and all the more it hurts when they say or do something that will break u more than anyone else can, or could.
-matthew's qoute! ;]
that actualy made me kinda cry(dont call me a baby)
but he said that in ap letterature!! ;]
sooo beautiful
but yeah!! ;]
anyway, me very amazing friend totaly made me feel like a million dollas cause of what he said thnk u weest! ;]
ooo my good!! ;(
did u kno that sky told alli he would date her only if she looked like me!! ;]
i.ll try postin a pic of her so u guys can see alli is realy realy amazingly beautiful!! ;]
i luv her and would kill 4 her anytym!!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
um butter ur own toast bi-otch!! ;]
hehe!! ;]
im soo happy rite kno!! ;]
did u kno that when u put a peep in a microwave they blow up!!??
well duh, everyone knoz that!! ;]
but i actualy gott to do it for ap chem!! ;] hehe!!
an no i did not have to clean it up i got this boy named jason to do it i hate the peep!! ;d
i kno its kinda mean but jason is a total loser, not in the sense that he has no freind but rather thinks he can get any girl!!
those kinda guys tick me off!! ;]
b confident not a ass!! ;]
okay!! ;]
but he was like do i get a kiss if i do??
an i was like um ur not gona get anythin outta this!! ;]
okay i dont trade kisses for wrok or anything!!
im not a skank!! ;]
but wateva!! ;]
ooo ooo by the way!! ;]
i hate u sky!! ;(
Monday, March 2, 2009
hello joe!! ;]
omg!! ;]
there was this hott recruiter guy from the marines or navy or whatever!! ;]
but he was amazingly hottt!! ;]
he had these huge-o arms that could carry me on them!! ;]
anyway...
i had to due a presintation in ap chem about building blocks of life-ubber dull!! ;]
and due to the worst state wide test imaginable ever!! ;]
dont kno bout other states that might have this but we call it csap!! ;(
colorado state somethin somethin!! ;]
watever classes were cut short so theatre was only 45 minutes today an all week!! ;(
grrrrr
i hate this..
anyway goin to practice today!!
hope i dont fall asleep again!! ;]
long story!! ;]
there was this hott recruiter guy from the marines or navy or whatever!! ;]
but he was amazingly hottt!! ;]
he had these huge-o arms that could carry me on them!! ;]
anyway...
i had to due a presintation in ap chem about building blocks of life-ubber dull!! ;]
and due to the worst state wide test imaginable ever!! ;]
dont kno bout other states that might have this but we call it csap!! ;(
colorado state somethin somethin!! ;]
watever classes were cut short so theatre was only 45 minutes today an all week!! ;(
grrrrr
i hate this..
anyway goin to practice today!!
hope i dont fall asleep again!! ;]
long story!! ;]
Thursday, February 26, 2009
good grades dont make up for bad dayz!!
we got r grades 4 photography 2day!! ;]
i got a b!! ;]
passin luverz!! ;]
anyway psychology was duller than dull!! ;(
we had to do work!!! ;(
anyway i tried sendin stuff 2 a certain someone an my computer acted like a total bi-otch!! ;(
these arent mine but i simply luved them!!! ;]
anyway...
i got a b!! ;]
passin luverz!! ;]
anyway psychology was duller than dull!! ;(
we had to do work!!! ;(
anyway i tried sendin stuff 2 a certain someone an my computer acted like a total bi-otch!! ;(
these arent mine but i simply luved them!!! ;]
anyway...
theatre was as much fun as having a cold sore!! ;]
wich aint fun at all!!! ;(
we had to get yeld at 4 leavin out the paint an gettin' it all on the stage!! ;(
bad stuff also we werent allowed do act out our lines as form of punishment!! ;(
b-shit!! ;]
also matthew left me again at lunch for taylor!!! ;]
his stupid boyfriend an anyway i ended up gettin hit on by ROTC kids!!! ;]
yuck!!
well not all of them are bad well one i kno is amaingly cute!! ;]
but the ones here at my skool are amazingly nerdy!! ;]
but anyhow!! ;]
watchmen is coming out!! ;]
cant wait!!! ;]
listenin to prtishead-glory box
soothing music to my hardly pleasin day!! ;]
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
there we go!! ;]
i got it removed bornforthis!! ;]
anyway little inside thing we have goin on, ;]
but yeah i got a seaweed salad today that was intresting!!
taste kinda funny but amazingly great!! ;]
sweet tastin seaweed salad!! ;] ubber yummi in my wittle tummy!! ;]
psychology today was amazing we had to analyze spongebob!! ;] and dora the explora!! ;]
fun tyms!! ;d
photography was actualy superemly boring!! ;(
and its actualy my favo class!! ;(
we had to go througha bunch of txt books an junk to learn about photography types!! ;(
anyway i hade theatre an lets just say matthew is the high-froctuse corn syrup to my rootbeer!! ;]
i made that up!! ;]
but we did our let play alli wasnt there so we had like 2 minutes to make something up pranto!! ;]
im so bilingula!! ;]
well we did from one of my favo plays macbeth!! ;]
i like it cause it so dark and scary!! ;]
but thats just that!! ;]
anyway..im kinda unsure of anything rite now!! ;]
plays comin along great if u ask me ive got my lines all memorized!! ;]
just the singin!!! ;d
alex!! ;]
he plays the lion, well hes not that great at singin and it kinda makes us all sound outta wack!! ;]
mayb a muzzle!! 1;]
just kiddin i dont want him to play the lion!!
matthew got jibbed for that
But oo well the show must go on!! ;p
oo i saw the wrestler it was sooo sad!! ;]
great job mickey rourke!! ;]
amazing job!! ;]
luved it to bits!! ;]
also thursday gona go see earthlings!!! ;]
i think thats how its spelled!!
hahahah..
yeah!! ;]
oo hearin the pokemon theme song funny stuff!! ;]
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
omg!! im kinda sore!! ;(
Im sooooo sore! ;]
i fell today about 5 tyms in theatre
an all matthew and alli could do was laugh ;(
anyway soo school, was okay..
french was bleak gotta do a presintaion next week on favorite food(pizza) yummi
anyway forgot to post my thoughts on the oscars!! ;]
Robert patinson!! ;]
(insert drooling sound here) ;]
but before u chew my head offf!! ;]
big fun since harry potter!!
...
soo take that!! ;d
anyway my buddy bornforthis hasnt repiled dont blame him though!!
but yeah!! ];
hes so cute!! ;]
i luckly got to c his video!!
but my friend matthew says hes cute but to not b a cradle robber!! ;]
watever!! ;d
but yeah..
oo theatre was amazing but
we played out some of our favo sceens but me matthew and alli never got to perform ours!! ;(
super sucki!! ;(
but yeah
soo i found out that my psychology teacher at UCD graded my paper wrong so i gotta talk 2 him tommorrow after photography!! ;]
things might look up not listen to anything at the moment soo kinda sucky!! ;]
but i might go to starbucks today!!
i want a muffin rite about kno!! ;]
i fell today about 5 tyms in theatre
an all matthew and alli could do was laugh ;(
anyway soo school, was okay..
french was bleak gotta do a presintaion next week on favorite food(pizza) yummi
anyway forgot to post my thoughts on the oscars!! ;]
Robert patinson!! ;]
(insert drooling sound here) ;]
but before u chew my head offf!! ;]
big fun since harry potter!!
...
soo take that!! ;d
anyway my buddy bornforthis hasnt repiled dont blame him though!!
but yeah!! ];
hes so cute!! ;]
i luckly got to c his video!!
but my friend matthew says hes cute but to not b a cradle robber!! ;]
watever!! ;d
but yeah..
oo theatre was amazing but
we played out some of our favo sceens but me matthew and alli never got to perform ours!! ;(
super sucki!! ;(
but yeah
soo i found out that my psychology teacher at UCD graded my paper wrong so i gotta talk 2 him tommorrow after photography!! ;]
things might look up not listen to anything at the moment soo kinda sucky!! ;]
but i might go to starbucks today!!
i want a muffin rite about kno!! ;]
Monday, February 23, 2009
holly freakin amazing!! ;]
lets just say friday until today was like the worst bit of my un-holy reckless life!! ;]
yeah..well first came the fact that everyone pretty much bailed on my ass to go protest!! ;(
grrrr.. hate u all!! ;]
but to make things way worst, i got involed in a small riot!! ;d
funn tyms simply fun tymz!! ;d
anyway, that was friday-saterday combo!! ;]
but sunday might have been good had matthew not ditched me again at the movies!! ;(
for his boyfriend!! ;( grrrrrr
anyway i went in all alone like a weirdo creeper person and saw caroline!! ;]
even fuNer tyms!! ;]
the movie was decent but 2many childrens!! ;d
..
but i saw a video that a certain someone left me!! ;]
made me blush ubber lots!! ;]
an kinda cheerd my up 2day!! ;]
failed my psychology exam!! ;]
so looks like no UCD!! ;(
when i graduate!! ;(
made me even madder!! but f-that i realy wann study photography anyway!!
gott get my glasses thursday so kno im gona b a 4eyes!! ;(
looks things arnt gona get better but i go home in a while and that'll b fun!! ;(
simply sad rite kno!! ;]
need a pepsi!! and a muffin!!
a friend keeps sayin "this sheets wet! ;] makin me laugh my pantalones off!! ;] (pants)
haha!! ;]
listen to the saterdays-up
shes listenin to pretty ricky-wet dreams!! ;] god!! ;]
thnx u 4 friends!! ;]
yeah..well first came the fact that everyone pretty much bailed on my ass to go protest!! ;(
grrrr.. hate u all!! ;]
but to make things way worst, i got involed in a small riot!! ;d
funn tyms simply fun tymz!! ;d
anyway, that was friday-saterday combo!! ;]
but sunday might have been good had matthew not ditched me again at the movies!! ;(
for his boyfriend!! ;( grrrrrr
anyway i went in all alone like a weirdo creeper person and saw caroline!! ;]
even fuNer tyms!! ;]
the movie was decent but 2many childrens!! ;d
..
but i saw a video that a certain someone left me!! ;]
made me blush ubber lots!! ;]
an kinda cheerd my up 2day!! ;]
failed my psychology exam!! ;]
so looks like no UCD!! ;(
when i graduate!! ;(
made me even madder!! but f-that i realy wann study photography anyway!!
gott get my glasses thursday so kno im gona b a 4eyes!! ;(
looks things arnt gona get better but i go home in a while and that'll b fun!! ;(
simply sad rite kno!! ;]
need a pepsi!! and a muffin!!
a friend keeps sayin "this sheets wet! ;] makin me laugh my pantalones off!! ;] (pants)
haha!! ;]
listen to the saterdays-up
shes listenin to pretty ricky-wet dreams!! ;] god!! ;]
thnx u 4 friends!! ;]
Thursday, February 19, 2009
friends totaly rock ass!! ;]
ashely, matthew, alli, mark, tony, robert and becky and urs truely are all gona go portest saterday for animal rights!! ;]
WOWOWOWOWOW!!!!!! ;]
yeahy,yeahy,yupii!! ;]
cant wait jsut barely found out!! ;]
WOWOWOWOWOW!!!!!! ;]
yeahy,yeahy,yupii!! ;]
cant wait jsut barely found out!! ;]
un-controlable bladder ;]
hahaha!! ;]
matthew made me nearly pee my pants this morning! ;D
i was coming outta my house when he was standing in the street on the driver side of his dads SUV..final got to borrow it today!! ;]
anyway he was comin around when the dork slid on the gravel that makes it.s home on my driveway and hit his head on the SUV!! ;d
funny stuff..u had to be there...god.
anyway UCD was okay kinda borin since we didnt have 2 take the RTD bus..matthews drove us!! ;]
funny people ride the bus!! but yeah.. drama class was alrite, Mr. C
had to take charge since Mr. J wasnt here!! ;] but alast my friends I got get to my homework from UCD!! ;(
borin..listenin to Katy Perry-lost
I'm out on my own again Face down in the porcelain Feeling so high but looking so low Party favors on the floor Group of girls banging on the door So many new fair-weather friends ooo
beautyfulness!! ;]
anyway got to work 2nite!! ;]
at penera bread!!
yummi!! ;d
ooo and got fitted 4 my costume for the Oz today sa-weet!! ;D
cant wait!! ;]
matthew made me nearly pee my pants this morning! ;D
i was coming outta my house when he was standing in the street on the driver side of his dads SUV..final got to borrow it today!! ;]
anyway he was comin around when the dork slid on the gravel that makes it.s home on my driveway and hit his head on the SUV!! ;d
funny stuff..u had to be there...god.
anyway UCD was okay kinda borin since we didnt have 2 take the RTD bus..matthews drove us!! ;]
funny people ride the bus!! but yeah.. drama class was alrite, Mr. C
had to take charge since Mr. J wasnt here!! ;] but alast my friends I got get to my homework from UCD!! ;(
borin..listenin to Katy Perry-lost
I'm out on my own again Face down in the porcelain Feeling so high but looking so low Party favors on the floor Group of girls banging on the door So many new fair-weather friends ooo
beautyfulness!! ;]
anyway got to work 2nite!! ;]
at penera bread!!
yummi!! ;d
ooo and got fitted 4 my costume for the Oz today sa-weet!! ;D
cant wait!! ;]
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
actualy managed a muffin ;]
okay im actualy proud of myself today well just rite now!! ;]
im not the most kitchenly smart but matthew is gona make me the best housewife ever!! ;]
no clue wat he means! ;]
but yeah i wnet to his house and he had all this stuff for muffins
Banana Nut MuffinsYield - 12 regular muffinsadapted from Simply Recipes3 ripe bananas1/3 cup melted butter3/4 cup sugar1 egg, beaten1 tsp vanilla1 tsp baking sodaPinch of salt1 1/2 cups flour1/2 - 1 cup chopped walnutsPre-heat oven 350 degrees. In a large bowl mash bananas and add melted better and mix well.Mix in sugar, eggs, and vanilla. Add baking soda and salt and mix in.Add flour and mix until just incorporated. Fold in walnuts if desired.Pour mixture in to prepared muffin tin. Bake 25-30 minutes. When toothpick inserted in muffin center comes out clean, muffins are done! Cool on wire rack.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
new poem tell me wat u think!! ;]
cut open so deep
blood that flows, blood that seeps
boundless hatered, endless doubt
fuck the nite just scream an shout
welcome the darkness, let it taint your blood and darken you heart
you never loved me, or i u so let us part
goodnite, sleeptite
lets fuck despite it doesnt feel quit rite
cutting viens, glazing eyes
let hatered rise
just fuck the nite!
blood that flows, blood that seeps
boundless hatered, endless doubt
fuck the nite just scream an shout
welcome the darkness, let it taint your blood and darken you heart
you never loved me, or i u so let us part
goodnite, sleeptite
lets fuck despite it doesnt feel quit rite
cutting viens, glazing eyes
let hatered rise
just fuck the nite!
Freakin A-holes ;]
freakin A-holes!! ;]
good the weekend was defo not for me!! ;]
needed a much needed break from life and guess what we got thrown-out of the movies!! ;]
yeah me, matthew, alli, robert and tony all were thrown-out for makin to much noise "Whatever" doesnt matter movies kinda bord me anyway!! plus i got to flirt with this guy @ the texas de brazil!! yummi!!
but alas matthew gained the boy yup total homo waiter!! still yummi though!! ;d
anyway got kicked outta drama again today cause i refused to paint the set equitment!! i already did it a grip for the little shop of horrors set not ever again especialy if andrew is paint andrews my ex!! ;(
grrrrrrrrrrr!! ;(
an hes gona be a lead!!
for "the OZ"
im dorothy!! ;]
yeahyyyy go me found out today!!
anyway no UCD classes today!
thnx jesus!! ;]
only bein cute!!
gona see wat im gona eat today!!
mayb mickey dz???
ill call becky c if she can give me a ride!! ;]
ooo another thing car was totaled sunday at matthews bday!!
by a drunk driver no it sits in his front yard!! ;(
dont kno if i want to pay to get it fixxed!!
other guy had no insurance!!
blah wat shit is that!!
comment me plez!! ;]
listenin to katy perry-waking up in vegas very good song bought some songs 4 my ipod yesterday!! ;]
paramore's decode!!
holla!! ;]
thats me bieng gangsta like
luved it since i saw twighlite!! ;]
good the weekend was defo not for me!! ;]
needed a much needed break from life and guess what we got thrown-out of the movies!! ;]
yeah me, matthew, alli, robert and tony all were thrown-out for makin to much noise "Whatever" doesnt matter movies kinda bord me anyway!! plus i got to flirt with this guy @ the texas de brazil!! yummi!!
but alas matthew gained the boy yup total homo waiter!! still yummi though!! ;d
anyway got kicked outta drama again today cause i refused to paint the set equitment!! i already did it a grip for the little shop of horrors set not ever again especialy if andrew is paint andrews my ex!! ;(
grrrrrrrrrrr!! ;(
an hes gona be a lead!!
for "the OZ"
im dorothy!! ;]
yeahyyyy go me found out today!!
anyway no UCD classes today!
thnx jesus!! ;]
only bein cute!!
gona see wat im gona eat today!!
mayb mickey dz???
ill call becky c if she can give me a ride!! ;]
ooo another thing car was totaled sunday at matthews bday!!
by a drunk driver no it sits in his front yard!! ;(
dont kno if i want to pay to get it fixxed!!
other guy had no insurance!!
blah wat shit is that!!
comment me plez!! ;]
listenin to katy perry-waking up in vegas very good song bought some songs 4 my ipod yesterday!! ;]
paramore's decode!!
holla!! ;]
thats me bieng gangsta like
luved it since i saw twighlite!! ;]
Friday, February 13, 2009
ripped leggings in my soup!! ;]
ripped my leggings getting off the bus just a few moments ago!! ;(
this day is suckin even worse than ever!! ;]
but no piont cry over spilled milk!! or in this case ripped leggings!! ;d
hahaha!! ;]
funny...
oooo xd
amber bought me a muffin, it was scrumdidlyumphshis!! ;]
saw willy wanka today for art class we had a sub god annoying old man!!
johnny depp was a good willy wonka mayb i just say that cause i have a dorky crush on him!! ;]
but still perfer the original!! ;]
my ipods playin kate nash-foundations rite now!! ;6
guess wat i get to re-take my psychology exam!! ;]
yeahyyyy!! ;]
decided im gona go see friday the 13 today!! ;]
dont kno with who yet..
yeah...oooo also im gona totaly hang with matthew on sunday for his bday dont kno wat to get him mayb a boyfriend!! ;]
should get one 4 me to wish u could buy a those!! ;]
it would make life just a little less complicated!!
but anyway just finished my homework gonna jump in the shower and c wat happens today!! ;]
oo it cloudy and cold in colorado how is it were u r???
let me kno!!
luv u guys!! ;p
this day is suckin even worse than ever!! ;]
but no piont cry over spilled milk!! or in this case ripped leggings!! ;d
hahaha!! ;]
funny...
oooo xd
amber bought me a muffin, it was scrumdidlyumphshis!! ;]
saw willy wanka today for art class we had a sub god annoying old man!!
johnny depp was a good willy wonka mayb i just say that cause i have a dorky crush on him!! ;]
but still perfer the original!! ;]
my ipods playin kate nash-foundations rite now!! ;6
guess wat i get to re-take my psychology exam!! ;]
yeahyyyy!! ;]
decided im gona go see friday the 13 today!! ;]
dont kno with who yet..
yeah...oooo also im gona totaly hang with matthew on sunday for his bday dont kno wat to get him mayb a boyfriend!! ;]
should get one 4 me to wish u could buy a those!! ;]
it would make life just a little less complicated!!
but anyway just finished my homework gonna jump in the shower and c wat happens today!! ;]
oo it cloudy and cold in colorado how is it were u r???
let me kno!!
luv u guys!! ;p
Thursday, February 12, 2009
school was bleak!! xd
today was pretty uneasy!!
i got an 87% on my ap english exam!! i guess thats okay!
but yeah!! grrrrr!! im mad at nat for totaly ditchin me at lunch and im especialy mad casue we had plans to go eat off campus!! grrrrr!! >:(
but any way i got some sweet jamba juice in me and im much happier!! im ubber tired of my psychology and photography class at ucd!! it mkes me wanna pull my hair out!! but wat ever no piont bein mad at that especialy when i passed last term!! no i got to write my psychology paper and no more home work for me!! ;]
yeahy!! ;d
no plans for tonite!!!
hopefully mark and ashely call me soo we can hang tonite im willing to do anything!!
cant wait for friday the 13!! ;]
freddy here i come
i got an 87% on my ap english exam!! i guess thats okay!
but yeah!! grrrrr!! im mad at nat for totaly ditchin me at lunch and im especialy mad casue we had plans to go eat off campus!! grrrrr!! >:(
but any way i got some sweet jamba juice in me and im much happier!! im ubber tired of my psychology and photography class at ucd!! it mkes me wanna pull my hair out!! but wat ever no piont bein mad at that especialy when i passed last term!! no i got to write my psychology paper and no more home work for me!! ;]
yeahy!! ;d
no plans for tonite!!!
hopefully mark and ashely call me soo we can hang tonite im willing to do anything!!
cant wait for friday the 13!! ;]
freddy here i come
drool!! ;]
god i wanna go see them soo bad!!! ;]im in love with them and i realy dont kno why!! ;]
maybe its how hot bill kaulitz is!! ;]
my favo song is well all of them!! ;] cant make up my mind actualy listenin to ready set go!! ;]
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
my peom!! ;d hope u like!
cold blankets on a soft empty bed..
ready lips wishing to speak words I never said..
I didnt stop you so i was left in the dust..
even now it hurts but i have to go, I must..
even though somehow I knew we never belonged together..
It still hurts 'cause we promised each other for ever..
love you andrew forever, even though we no longer are together
ready lips wishing to speak words I never said..
I didnt stop you so i was left in the dust..
even now it hurts but i have to go, I must..
even though somehow I knew we never belonged together..
It still hurts 'cause we promised each other for ever..
love you andrew forever, even though we no longer are together
un sure well yeah!! ;d
haha!! I thought that the title would be catchy!! guess i was rite! but any way im realy not gona talk about the U.S of A but rather about me! cause I think im so great that i deserve my own country! haha no im kiddin' im not totaly concided like that, but rather im much more down to earth than u think..
well actualy thats kinda a lie as well..
i do rather perfer the better things in life, i dont have a car cause i dont like to pollute my earth, i use a generic brand of hairspray that realy is good for the inviorment, i rarely use my computer for other things besides blogin'
i believe that i rule the world, cause well i just do!! ;]
im the perfect princesss
my favo peom of all tym would have to be the raven by Edgar Allen Po:
Raven, The
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door."'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-Only this, and nothing more."Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrowFrom my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore-For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtainThrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;-This it is, and nothing more."Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door;-Darkness there, and nothing more.Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,fearing,Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-Merely this, and nothing more.Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before."Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore-Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;-'Tis the wind and nothing more."Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt andflutter,In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayedhe;But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door-Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door-Perched, and sat, and nothing more.Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore."Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure nocraven,Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore-Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;For we cannot help agreeing that no living human beingEver yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door-Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,With such name as "Nevermore."But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke onlyThat one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered-Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flownbefore-On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."Then the bird said, "Nevermore."Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful DisasterFollowed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore-Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden boreOf 'Never- nevermore'."But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust anddoor;Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linkingFancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore-What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yoreMeant in croaking "Nevermore."This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressingTo the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease recliningOn the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,She shall press, ah, nevermore!Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censerSwung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor."Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee- by these angels hehath sent theeRespite- respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore!Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!- prophet still, if bird ordevil!-Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted-On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore-Is there- is there balm in Gilead?- tell me- tell me, I implore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil- prophet still, if bird ordevil!By that Heaven that bends above us- by that God we both adore-Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore-Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked,upstarting-"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off mydoor!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sittingOn the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on thefloor;And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floorShall be lifted- nevermore!
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door."'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-Only this, and nothing more."Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrowFrom my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore-For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtainThrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;-This it is, and nothing more."Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door;-Darkness there, and nothing more.Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,fearing,Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-Merely this, and nothing more.Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before."Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore-Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;-'Tis the wind and nothing more."Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt andflutter,In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayedhe;But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door-Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door-Perched, and sat, and nothing more.Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore."Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure nocraven,Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore-Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;For we cannot help agreeing that no living human beingEver yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door-Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,With such name as "Nevermore."But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke onlyThat one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered-Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flownbefore-On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."Then the bird said, "Nevermore."Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful DisasterFollowed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore-Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden boreOf 'Never- nevermore'."But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust anddoor;Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linkingFancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore-What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yoreMeant in croaking "Nevermore."This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressingTo the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease recliningOn the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,She shall press, ah, nevermore!Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censerSwung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor."Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee- by these angels hehath sent theeRespite- respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore!Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!- prophet still, if bird ordevil!-Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted-On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore-Is there- is there balm in Gilead?- tell me- tell me, I implore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil- prophet still, if bird ordevil!By that Heaven that bends above us- by that God we both adore-Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore-Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked,upstarting-"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off mydoor!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sittingOn the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on thefloor;And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floorShall be lifted- nevermore!
im happy wit my self an' nobody can change the way i think of myself
my favo things in life are spreading cheer to the most un-happy of people!! i luv bupin' my music and just jammin' no matter where i am! i realy dont care wat people say about my or think about my cause guess wat they dont no me, an if they do sucks for them!! ;]
my luv cuture!! my favo brand is juicy cature!! yummi! ;]
my luv cuture!! my favo brand is juicy cature!! yummi! ;]
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