Thursday, February 26, 2009

good grades dont make up for bad dayz!!

we got r grades 4 photography 2day!! ;]
i got a b!! ;]
passin luverz!! ;]
anyway psychology was duller than dull!! ;(
we had to do work!!! ;(
anyway i tried sendin stuff 2 a certain someone an my computer acted like a total bi-otch!! ;(
these arent mine but i simply luved them!!! ;]



anyway...
theatre was as much fun as having a cold sore!! ;]
wich aint fun at all!!! ;(
we had to get yeld at 4 leavin out the paint an gettin' it all on the stage!! ;(
bad stuff also we werent allowed do act out our lines as form of punishment!! ;(
b-shit!! ;]
also matthew left me again at lunch for taylor!!! ;]
his stupid boyfriend an anyway i ended up gettin hit on by ROTC kids!!! ;]
yuck!!
well not all of them are bad well one i kno is amaingly cute!! ;]
but the ones here at my skool are amazingly nerdy!! ;]
but anyhow!! ;]
watchmen is coming out!! ;]
cant wait!!! ;]
listenin to prtishead-glory box
soothing music to my hardly pleasin day!! ;]


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

there we go!! ;]


i got it removed bornforthis!! ;]
anyway little inside thing we have goin on, ;]
but yeah i got a seaweed salad today that was intresting!!
taste kinda funny but amazingly great!! ;]
sweet tastin seaweed salad!! ;] ubber yummi in my wittle tummy!! ;]

psychology today was amazing we had to analyze spongebob!! ;] and dora the explora!! ;]
fun tyms!! ;d
photography was actualy superemly boring!! ;(
and its actualy my favo class!! ;(
we had to go througha bunch of txt books an junk to learn about photography types!! ;(
anyway i hade theatre an lets just say matthew is the high-froctuse corn syrup to my rootbeer!! ;]
i made that up!! ;]
but we did our let play alli wasnt there so we had like 2 minutes to make something up pranto!! ;]
im so bilingula!! ;]
well we did from one of my favo plays macbeth!! ;]
i like it cause it so dark and scary!! ;]
but thats just that!! ;]
anyway..im kinda unsure of anything rite now!! ;]
plays comin along great if u ask me ive got my lines all memorized!! ;]
just the singin!!! ;d
alex!! ;]
he plays the lion, well hes not that great at singin and it kinda makes us all sound outta wack!! ;]
mayb a muzzle!! 1;]
just kiddin i dont want him to play the lion!!
matthew got jibbed for that
But oo well the show must go on!! ;p
oo i saw the wrestler it was sooo sad!! ;]
great job mickey rourke!! ;]
amazing job!! ;]
luved it to bits!! ;]
also thursday gona go see earthlings!!! ;]
i think thats how its spelled!!
hahahah..
yeah!! ;]
oo hearin the pokemon theme song funny stuff!! ;]

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

omg!! im kinda sore!! ;(

Im sooooo sore! ;]
i fell today about 5 tyms in theatre
an all matthew and alli could do was laugh ;(
anyway soo school, was okay..
french was bleak gotta do a presintaion next week on favorite food(pizza) yummi
anyway forgot to post my thoughts on the oscars!! ;]
Robert patinson!! ;]
(insert drooling sound here) ;]
but before u chew my head offf!! ;]
big fun since harry potter!!
...
soo take that!! ;d
anyway my buddy bornforthis hasnt repiled dont blame him though!!
but yeah!! ];
hes so cute!! ;]
i luckly got to c his video!!
but my friend matthew says hes cute but to not b a cradle robber!! ;]
watever!! ;d
but yeah..
oo theatre was amazing but
we played out some of our favo sceens but me matthew and alli never got to perform ours!! ;(
super sucki!! ;(
but yeah
soo i found out that my psychology teacher at UCD graded my paper wrong so i gotta talk 2 him tommorrow after photography!! ;]
things might look up not listen to anything at the moment soo kinda sucky!! ;]
but i might go to starbucks today!!
i want a muffin rite about kno!! ;]

Monday, February 23, 2009

holly freakin amazing!! ;]

lets just say friday until today was like the worst bit of my un-holy reckless life!! ;]
yeah..well first came the fact that everyone pretty much bailed on my ass to go protest!! ;(
grrrr.. hate u all!! ;]
but to make things way worst, i got involed in a small riot!! ;d
funn tyms simply fun tymz!! ;d
anyway, that was friday-saterday combo!! ;]
but sunday might have been good had matthew not ditched me again at the movies!! ;(
for his boyfriend!! ;( grrrrrr
anyway i went in all alone like a weirdo creeper person and saw caroline!! ;]
even fuNer tyms!! ;]
the movie was decent but 2many childrens!! ;d
..
but i saw a video that a certain someone left me!! ;]
made me blush ubber lots!! ;]
an kinda cheerd my up 2day!! ;]
failed my psychology exam!! ;]
so looks like no UCD!! ;(
when i graduate!! ;(
made me even madder!! but f-that i realy wann study photography anyway!!
gott get my glasses thursday so kno im gona b a 4eyes!! ;(
looks things arnt gona get better but i go home in a while and that'll b fun!! ;(
simply sad rite kno!! ;]
need a pepsi!! and a muffin!!
a friend keeps sayin "this sheets wet! ;] makin me laugh my pantalones off!! ;] (pants)
haha!! ;]
listen to the saterdays-up
shes listenin to pretty ricky-wet dreams!! ;] god!! ;]
thnx u 4 friends!! ;]

Thursday, February 19, 2009

friends totaly rock ass!! ;]

ashely, matthew, alli, mark, tony, robert and becky and urs truely are all gona go portest saterday for animal rights!! ;]
WOWOWOWOWOW!!!!!! ;]
yeahy,yeahy,yupii!! ;]
cant wait jsut barely found out!! ;]

un-controlable bladder ;]

hahaha!! ;]
matthew made me nearly pee my pants this morning! ;D
i was coming outta my house when he was standing in the street on the driver side of his dads SUV..final got to borrow it today!! ;]
anyway he was comin around when the dork slid on the gravel that makes it.s home on my driveway and hit his head on the SUV!! ;d
funny stuff..u had to be there...god.
anyway UCD was okay kinda borin since we didnt have 2 take the RTD bus..matthews drove us!! ;]
funny people ride the bus!! but yeah.. drama class was alrite, Mr. C
had to take charge since Mr. J wasnt here!! ;] but alast my friends I got get to my homework from UCD!! ;(
borin..listenin to Katy Perry-lost
I'm out on my own again Face down in the porcelain Feeling so high but looking so low Party favors on the floor Group of girls banging on the door So many new fair-weather friends ooo
beautyfulness!! ;]
anyway got to work 2nite!! ;]
at penera bread!!
yummi!! ;d
ooo and got fitted 4 my costume for the Oz today sa-weet!! ;D
cant wait!! ;]

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

actualy managed a muffin ;]


okay im actualy proud of myself today well just rite now!! ;]

im not the most kitchenly smart but matthew is gona make me the best housewife ever!! ;]

no clue wat he means! ;]

but yeah i wnet to his house and he had all this stuff for muffins


Banana Nut MuffinsYield - 12 regular muffinsadapted from Simply Recipes3 ripe bananas1/3 cup melted butter3/4 cup sugar1 egg, beaten1 tsp vanilla1 tsp baking sodaPinch of salt1 1/2 cups flour1/2 - 1 cup chopped walnutsPre-heat oven 350 degrees. In a large bowl mash bananas and add melted better and mix well.Mix in sugar, eggs, and vanilla. Add baking soda and salt and mix in.Add flour and mix until just incorporated. Fold in walnuts if desired.Pour mixture in to prepared muffin tin. Bake 25-30 minutes. When toothpick inserted in muffin center comes out clean, muffins are done! Cool on wire rack.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

new poem tell me wat u think!! ;]

cut open so deep
blood that flows, blood that seeps
boundless hatered, endless doubt
fuck the nite just scream an shout
welcome the darkness, let it taint your blood and darken you heart
you never loved me, or i u so let us part
goodnite, sleeptite
lets fuck despite it doesnt feel quit rite
cutting viens, glazing eyes
let hatered rise
just fuck the nite!

Freakin A-holes ;]

freakin A-holes!! ;]
good the weekend was defo not for me!! ;]
needed a much needed break from life and guess what we got thrown-out of the movies!! ;]
yeah me, matthew, alli, robert and tony all were thrown-out for makin to much noise "Whatever" doesnt matter movies kinda bord me anyway!! plus i got to flirt with this guy @ the texas de brazil!! yummi!!
but alas matthew gained the boy yup total homo waiter!! still yummi though!! ;d
anyway got kicked outta drama again today cause i refused to paint the set equitment!! i already did it a grip for the little shop of horrors set not ever again especialy if andrew is paint andrews my ex!! ;(
grrrrrrrrrrr!! ;(
an hes gona be a lead!!
for "the OZ"
im dorothy!! ;]
yeahyyyy go me found out today!!
anyway no UCD classes today!
thnx jesus!! ;]
only bein cute!!
gona see wat im gona eat today!!
mayb mickey dz???
ill call becky c if she can give me a ride!! ;]
ooo another thing car was totaled sunday at matthews bday!!
by a drunk driver no it sits in his front yard!! ;(
dont kno if i want to pay to get it fixxed!!
other guy had no insurance!!
blah wat shit is that!!
comment me plez!! ;]
listenin to katy perry-waking up in vegas very good song bought some songs 4 my ipod yesterday!! ;]
paramore's decode!!
holla!! ;]
thats me bieng gangsta like
luved it since i saw twighlite!! ;]

Friday, February 13, 2009

ripped leggings in my soup!! ;]

ripped my leggings getting off the bus just a few moments ago!! ;(
this day is suckin even worse than ever!! ;]
but no piont cry over spilled milk!! or in this case ripped leggings!! ;d
hahaha!! ;]
funny...
oooo xd
amber bought me a muffin, it was scrumdidlyumphshis!! ;]
saw willy wanka today for art class we had a sub god annoying old man!!
johnny depp was a good willy wonka mayb i just say that cause i have a dorky crush on him!! ;]
but still perfer the original!! ;]
my ipods playin kate nash-foundations rite now!! ;6
guess wat i get to re-take my psychology exam!! ;]
yeahyyyy!! ;]
decided im gona go see friday the 13 today!! ;]
dont kno with who yet..
yeah...oooo also im gona totaly hang with matthew on sunday for his bday dont kno wat to get him mayb a boyfriend!! ;]
should get one 4 me to wish u could buy a those!! ;]
it would make life just a little less complicated!!
but anyway just finished my homework gonna jump in the shower and c wat happens today!! ;]
oo it cloudy and cold in colorado how is it were u r???
let me kno!!
luv u guys!! ;p

Thursday, February 12, 2009

school was bleak!! xd

today was pretty uneasy!!

i got an 87% on my ap english exam!! i guess thats okay!

but yeah!! grrrrr!! im mad at nat for totaly ditchin me at lunch and im especialy mad casue we had plans to go eat off campus!! grrrrr!! >:(

but any way i got some sweet jamba juice in me and im much happier!! im ubber tired of my psychology and photography class at ucd!! it mkes me wanna pull my hair out!! but wat ever no piont bein mad at that especialy when i passed last term!! no i got to write my psychology paper and no more home work for me!! ;]
yeahy!! ;d


no plans for tonite!!!
hopefully mark and ashely call me soo we can hang tonite im willing to do anything!!
cant wait for friday the 13!! ;]
freddy here i come

drool!! ;]











god i wanna go see them soo bad!!! ;]

im in love with them and i realy dont kno why!! ;]


maybe its how hot bill kaulitz is!! ;]
my favo song is well all of them!! ;] cant make up my mind actualy listenin to ready set go!! ;]

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

my peom!! ;d hope u like!

cold blankets on a soft empty bed..
ready lips wishing to speak words I never said..
I didnt stop you so i was left in the dust..
even now it hurts but i have to go, I must..
even though somehow I knew we never belonged together..
It still hurts 'cause we promised each other for ever..

love you andrew forever, even though we no longer are together



un sure well yeah!! ;d

haha!! I thought that the title would be catchy!! guess i was rite! but any way im realy not gona talk about the U.S of A but rather about me! cause I think im so great that i deserve my own country! haha no im kiddin' im not totaly concided like that, but rather im much more down to earth than u think..
well actualy thats kinda a lie as well..

i do rather perfer the better things in life, i dont have a car cause i dont like to pollute my earth, i use a generic brand of hairspray that realy is good for the inviorment, i rarely use my computer for other things besides blogin'

i believe that i rule the world, cause well i just do!! ;]
im the perfect princesss

my favo peom of all tym would have to be the raven by Edgar Allen Po:



Raven, The

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door."'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-Only this, and nothing more."Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrowFrom my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore-For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtainThrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;-This it is, and nothing more."Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door;-Darkness there, and nothing more.Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,fearing,Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-Merely this, and nothing more.Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before."Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore-Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;-'Tis the wind and nothing more."Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt andflutter,In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayedhe;But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door-Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door-Perched, and sat, and nothing more.Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore."Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure nocraven,Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore-Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;For we cannot help agreeing that no living human beingEver yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door-Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,With such name as "Nevermore."But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke onlyThat one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered-Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flownbefore-On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."Then the bird said, "Nevermore."Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful DisasterFollowed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore-Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden boreOf 'Never- nevermore'."But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust anddoor;Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linkingFancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore-What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yoreMeant in croaking "Nevermore."This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressingTo the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease recliningOn the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,She shall press, ah, nevermore!Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censerSwung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor."Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee- by these angels hehath sent theeRespite- respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore!Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!- prophet still, if bird ordevil!-Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted-On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore-Is there- is there balm in Gilead?- tell me- tell me, I implore!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil- prophet still, if bird ordevil!By that Heaven that bends above us- by that God we both adore-Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore-Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore.""Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked,upstarting-"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off mydoor!"Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sittingOn the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on thefloor;And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floorShall be lifted- nevermore!
im happy wit my self an' nobody can change the way i think of myself

my favo things in life are spreading cheer to the most un-happy of people!! i luv bupin' my music and just jammin' no matter where i am! i realy dont care wat people say about my or think about my cause guess wat they dont no me, an if they do sucks for them!! ;]

my luv cuture!! my favo brand is juicy cature!! yummi! ;]